Hello Again

uh oh.

Here comes that feeling again.

That - "he's never gonna marry me" feeling I get around the holidays.

Then I pressure him and he gets uncomfortable

Then I get upset because he's acting uncomfortable

Then we fight every couple of days about the same thing.

Then we do it again next year.

Trust me I do everything in my power to bury that feeling - to push it from my mind. For some reason the holiday's just make me stew on it.