Here comes that feeling again.
That - "he's never gonna marry me" feeling I get around the holidays.
Then I pressure him and he gets uncomfortable
Then I get upset because he's acting uncomfortable
Then we fight every couple of days about the same thing.
Then we do it again next year.
Trust me I do everything in my power to bury that feeling - to push it from my mind. For some reason the holiday's just make me stew on it.